16. I want to keep my "notes" from Palm Springs. [The Dera does not allow note taking of the guru's satsangs] 17. I feel like I have had a frontal lobotomy every time I read John Davidson. [just try reading his books on evolution or "subtle" energy] 18. I discovered that dopamine and the astral plane have a lot in common [read Susan Blackmore and Ronald Siegel]